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I really shouldn’t be shocked because no one reads my blog but Today.com has downgraded me to only earning $2.00 for every 1000 views on both of my blogs. Since no one really views my blog I shouldn’t be surprised, I mean how can they make money advertising? It just pisses me off because as little as $1.00 per post might sound if I posted everyday on both my blogs, which I usually didn’t do I usually only ended up posting here, I’d make $2.00 a day. I always at least made $1.00 a day and that little bit helped me out since I am unemployed. So since I won’t be making as much money I probably won’t be blogging as much. Oh here’s an idea every week I’ll google “most searched phrases” and write a blog about it. That way maybe if people search for something they’ll find me. Oh well TTFN.  

So my bff and I are babysitting again tonight only to have to get up at 5:30 and be back here at 6 tomorrow. The thing that really pisses me off is she (the wife) said her husband would probably be home by 9 but definitely no later than 10 and guess what it is after both those times and he’s still not here. It annoys us even more because since he is late he will probably have a problem getting up in the morning. At least she gave us her keys so we don’t have to stand in the hallway freezing and ringing the bell for a half hour. Oh well TTFN.

So if you read my last post you know that yesterday was a day of marathon babysitting for me. I got in at around 12:00 and was not tired so my bff and I stayed up all night; well actually I ended up crashing for probably about two hours. We watched Hannibal till three AM , that is defiantly a good movie to watch if you want to stay up, lol. It reminded me how much I hate Jodie Foster. She didn’t like the way the book ended so she made them change it for the screenplay and then wasn’t in the movie, Julianne Moore took over the role of Agent Starling. She is a much better actress in my opinion and played the role much better then Foster, however I don’t see why they couldn’t go back to the original ending when Moore signed on. Anyway TTFN.

two, brother and sister, till their mom gets home which can ranger anywhere from 4:30 till 6:30. Then if the mother is not home by say 4:45 one of us will have to go to another job at 5:00 where the other will eventually meet up. Those two kids are a four year old and a seven year old. We’ll watch them till their dad gets home at around 12, only to have to get up at 5:30 and be back at their house by 6 so he can go back to work. Tonight depending on when the dad gets home and how tired we are my bff and I might not be sleeping. I can’t complain too much though because it’s only my only source of income. Anyway TTFN.

Tonight marks the start of awards season with the Golden Globes. I have to say that I LOVE awards season! I love watching the shows with my bff and making fun of all the ugly fashions. It always amazes us that there is always at least one dress that we hate but the “fashion police” love. My favorite disgusting outfit of last year was the garbage bag Tilda Swinton wore to the 2008 Oscars. Here is what it looked like:

It’s also always fun for us to speculate who will win and enviably get outraged at some of the choices of winners. Anyway TTFN.

I actually don’t mind the snow it’s the cold I hate. When it gets cold out my knee injury from high school acts up and I feel like an old lady. What is worse about the snow and cold is the fact that I have go for my hour walk in for the last two days so I really need to walk today. Walking is supposed to strengthen my knee but for a while now I’ve been trying to walk everyday and usually do walk at least 5 out of 7 days a week and my knee still acts up. I guess if I had actually done the physical therapy exercises I was supposed to when I first injured it I might not have as much pain as I do these days. Anyway I guess I should go out walking now before it gets darker out and even colder. Well TTFN.  

Tonight will be another Friday night spent babysitting rather than going out. Not that I usually have anything to do but sometimes it is nice to go out for a change. Actually I can’t complain that much because btw the end of November and the beginning of December I went to three concerts in three weeks. Also the people I’m babysitting for tonight own a bar in the city so when I do go out we usually get free food and or drinks and if the boss is leaving at the same time as us he gives my bff and I a ride home. Actually I should be happy to be babysitting because I need to save up to pay for my Disney vacation, my bff laid the money out and I am paying her back gradually as of now I still owe her $780. At least she doesn’t mind me paying her back little by little. Anyway TTFN.

She doesn’t realize that with my babysitting I am home more often than I would be if I had a regular job. If I had say a 9 to 5 job I’d save as much money as I could to get the hell out of my mother’s house. I can’t wait till I actually get a job where I can save up to get my own apartment. For now I will just ignore her like I always do. One day though I’m going to end up just packing up all my cloths and leave. I’d have my options of where to go my bff’s mom would defiantly let me stay with them I do most of the time anyway. The only problem would be where I’d put all my stuff their house is already full as it is they don’t have room for their own stuff. Well I’ll cross that bridge when I get to it, for now I’ll just grin and bear my mother’s shit.

Naturally because I am over my bff’s house a lot I do things with her family a lot, and my mother is so jealous of that. I went to the movies, twice in about a week and a half, with my bff and her mother and told my mother about the movies. I should have known that would be a mistake because of course my mother bitched about it. “I am your mother not her,” she said. “When do you ever go to the movies, or plays with me?” Every time she does these things I want to scream at the top of my lungs “MAYBE IF YOU WERE NICER TO ME I MIGHT WANT TO SPEND TIME WITH YOU! MAYBE THEN I MIGHT ACTUALLY COME HOME MORE THEN ONCE A WEEK!”

Another thing that she argues with me is about how I am never home. It leaves me wondering what is so hard to understand about the fact that I don’t want to come home. Hasn’t she realized that by now? I don’t want to come home because every time I do she argues with me. My bff’s mother has been nicer to me then she has. My bff’s mother never takes my sister’s side over things because she knows my sister is a bitch. When my sister was pregnant with her twins, we had a fight and she threw a sippy cup at me. What did my mother say about that situation you might ask? She said that my sister was stressed and I should apologize to her. I should apologize to her?! I was the one who was assaulted.